from 2 mb to 250.. too bad it's too late.
Thursday, November 11th, 2004 12:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
*sigh*
everything in my life seems to take place too late. It's like I'm in some weird crazy time warp that has a mind of its own and has taken every precaution to make my life utterly miserable and confusing!
..or else I was actually meant to be born on a later date, and that same time warp grabbed me and placed me in the time I am in now.
No, I havent forgotten that God is in control, it's just that I seem to have no control! everything is premature.. erm i mean I, myself am premature, and everything else is late... no no no.. that doesn't make sense..
*shakes muddled head in confusion*
See.. even this cold I have now- it would have been so much more convenient had it happened in the summer! *sneezes*
I'm not ready for anything anymore. I'm not ready to grow up, not ready to take responsibility, not ready to drive, have a job, finish 10th grade (ha! even 7th would be a task for me at this point!), get closer to my friends(analog, not digital), clean my room, organize the mess, get my GS badge stuff in order, cook, talk on the phone, get dressed, prioritize, get a life.
Well, ok.. maybe that last paragraph is a bit of an exaggeration...
*makes a sonic boom with nose-in-kleenex*
everything in my life seems to take place too late. It's like I'm in some weird crazy time warp that has a mind of its own and has taken every precaution to make my life utterly miserable and confusing!
..or else I was actually meant to be born on a later date, and that same time warp grabbed me and placed me in the time I am in now.
No, I havent forgotten that God is in control, it's just that I seem to have no control! everything is premature.. erm i mean I, myself am premature, and everything else is late... no no no.. that doesn't make sense..
*shakes muddled head in confusion*
See.. even this cold I have now- it would have been so much more convenient had it happened in the summer! *sneezes*
I'm not ready for anything anymore. I'm not ready to grow up, not ready to take responsibility, not ready to drive, have a job, finish 10th grade (ha! even 7th would be a task for me at this point!), get closer to my friends(analog, not digital), clean my room, organize the mess, get my GS badge stuff in order, cook, talk on the phone, get dressed, prioritize, get a life.
Well, ok.. maybe that last paragraph is a bit of an exaggeration...
*makes a sonic boom with nose-in-kleenex*